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day one: ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Ooh, this will be interesting.

1 - You have no idea how much better you have made my life just through the crazy things we do, and letting me be myself. Did you know I consider you my best friends?

2 - I'm as disappointed in myself as I imagine you are in me.

3 - I really can't comprehend what I feel towards you. Sometimes it's indifference, then something flips a switch and before I can stop it or explain, the voice in my head says 'that's why I love him'.

4 - I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I really am. But then, you say you don't like that word coming from my mouth, but deep down I think you thrive on it. You need it. So, I'm sorry for giving up what we had, for the sake of something that exists in my imagination.

5 - Another sorry. I don't know how I became the person I am today. I didn't want to let you down like that. You make me proud to be your daughter, it's just a shame I can't live up to your standards.

6 - I'm amazed at how alike we think. I think we were programmed to be best friends, we just never knew it. Even though we don't say such things, you should know you're my bestie.

7 - I accept you. Whether you're with a guy, a girl, or even both, I still love you for who you are. You're still the same person you were when we met in pre-school, and nothing in the world can change our friendship.

8 - I regret almost everything I've said to you.

9 - Why do you not know when to stop? That is half of what's pulling our family to pieces, please learn.

10 - I know that I've ruined many things. I just want to be given the opportunity to try and fix more than I've ruined. Will you give me a chance?

Ahh, so that made me think a little about things I didn't want to, but I think that's a good thing. I'm looking forward to seeing what comes screaming out of the keyboard tomorrow.